jueves, 3 de diciembre de 2009

Late night again...

5:41 AM
I'm actually kinda sleepy, but my inner child won't go to bed cause she knows i got stuff to do tomorrow and i'm guessing she does not want to work at all. What a surprise! Art school sucks, big time ¬¬ I mean classes are over (thank god) but i still have to go next week for the final exams, which is a pain in the ass since i still got things to finish =/ I have so many things to buy so i can do that, it's not even funny anymore. I told my mother i needed money for some school crap and guess what... An ugly face came across our conversation! xD I know how things are, but if you didn't want me to get a job and u want me to study, you gotta pay for the materials i'm using, it's just pure logic. Well, just when i thought i was done making sculptures, plaster casts, concrete moldings, i gotta go buy even more of them so i can present my artwork on december 7th... I'm so sick of this! I'm tired, seriously =(
And the worst part is that nobody actually cares, not at home, not at school either, not a single HEY YOU FINISHED SCHOOL, CONGRATS! nope, nothing at all. By the end of the day all i got are my stupid drawings, my ugly UUUUGLY sculptures and my manual graphic designs; but that's not enough for me, i really need someone to give me a little push to keep going, otherwise i'm just gonna go downhill, i know it. Bottom line: i have to take all my crap and i have to move forwards, on my own, just like always.
I'm gonna go to sleep now, and not cause i'm sleepy but because there's no more tea left and i just can't be up this late without having some tea!
So that's it for tonight, have a good day! :)

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