Late night again...

5:41 AM
I'm actually kinda sleepy, but my inner child won't go to bed cause she knows i got stuff to do tomorrow and i'm guessing she does not want to work at all. What a surprise! Art school sucks, big time ¬¬ I mean classes are over (thank god) but i still have to go next week for the final exams, which is a pain in the ass since i still got things to finish =/ I have so many things to buy so i can do that, it's not even funny anymore. I told my mother i needed money for some school crap and guess what... An ugly face came across our conversation! xD I know how things are, but if you didn't want me to get a job and u want me to study, you gotta pay for the materials i'm using, it's just pure logic. Well, just when i thought i was done making sculptures, plaster casts, concrete moldings, i gotta go buy even more of them so i can present my artwork on december 7th... I'm so sick of this! I'm tired, seriously =(
And the worst part is that nobody actually cares, not at home, not at school either, not a single HEY YOU FINISHED SCHOOL, CONGRATS! nope, nothing at all. By the end of the day all i got are my stupid drawings, my ugly UUUUGLY sculptures and my manual graphic designs; but that's not enough for me, i really need someone to give me a little push to keep going, otherwise i'm just gonna go downhill, i know it. Bottom line: i have to take all my crap and i have to move forwards, on my own, just like always.
I'm gonna go to sleep now, and not cause i'm sleepy but because there's no more tea left and i just can't be up this late without having some tea!
So that's it for tonight, have a good day! :)

Welcome to my blog.

Well since this is my very first post in here, the polite thing to do is to welcome you to my blog so this is me welcoming you here: "Welcome!"
Oh yeah, that's about all, i don't have many things to say bout that, but i'd like to say that i'm excited to finally have my very own blog, cause now i can say wherever the heck i want, and still have nobody reading it! -Hey that's just so facebook and twitter like!-
Now seriously, i'm really happy to get my own little space where i can freely express myself. (Yeah, that's pretty much the reason for the blog's name ^^)
On a totally different topic, i'd like to warn you people that english it's NOT mi native language, so i reserve the right to misspell lots and lots of words on almost every entry i make from now till the end of the days hehe. (Just a simple hands up for those who might read this blog.)
I think the next thing to do would be telling you something bout myself right? Well there's not actually much to say, i'm just an almost 20 years old girl who loves to write bout stuff, yeah... RANDOM STUFF, 24/7, 365 days a year... Just kidding, can u imagine that? Nope, i couldn't stand that either LOL. I'm just planing on passing by at random times, maybe once a day, or twice a week, you know, when the mood strikes! Cause there's no better time to do something than when u actually want to do it.
Now for this to be an appropriate entry, i think i should write something worthy of this blog (¿?)

I'm all alone on the family computer, i can see the sun rising nice and shiny through the window and i haven't gone to sleep yet. My mom snores so loud that makes me lose my focus, and my dad is probably waiting for me to go to bed so he can get up to play some videogames, yes i know how that sounds and trust me, it's not cool living with someone like that after 20 years. My little kitty is totally asleep, looks so cute and fuzzy that makes me wanna wake him up... But don't worry, i won't.
I feel tired, but not physically, i mean mentally. I love to debate, i really do; but i haven't got across someone smart enough to have an actually interesting word exchange in quite a while now. I miss talking to people, not speaking, cause i speak to people every single day but nowadays you can't get a good conversation with someone for more than 2 minutes without it going totally out of place or getting very uncomfortable =/ I used to have those kind of interesting, deep talks with two friends, one of them a guy who now has a girlfriend so u can picture how that's going; and the other one is a girl, my very best friend who's pissed at me cause she insists on the fact that she saw me with a guy on the park so she just can't understand why would i keep that kind of secret from her ¬¬. Three words my dear: IT WASN'T ME! I miss her, but she's just so hard to talk to when she's angry! I'm gonna give her a call this week thou, i promise.

To sum up this whole text: I'm in the mood for a good conversation and nobody to have it with =/
I'll leave the blog with a beautiful picture i ran into like an hour ago. (Noticed that? It's the banner's pic.)

Any comments or questions on the blog will be appreciated :)